For some reason, this hits home for me in several ways and I am sure that it does the same for you in some way! I have always thought that my thoughts and feelings should be the most important to God and that he should always side with me or make things happen in the way that I want them to happen. And I guess that might be a childish way of thinking. As we grow older, I think it all changes as we learn that He is there not to make things happen as we want them to, but to walk with us on this wonderful journey that we call life. But we have to be willing to let him walk with us!
Try thinking of ways that something could have been different had you let God walk with you and not left him behind? Do you think that there could have or would have been a different outcome? Do you think that you would be at this same time and place in your life had you not walked this far with God?